lacklustre

my updates have become few and far between as some of you might have noticed. it seems that lately i can't be buggered to sit down for more than 5 minutes to pen down some thoughts.

perhaps it's the fact that life has been settled down into a routine again and there seems to be less things to find to blog anout

or perhaps my brain has learned to reserve its creative juices.. only to be used when assignments pile in (in which they are already starting to)

or perhaps its just plain laziness. i do have thoughts that pop into my head to which i go "hmm.. maybe i should blog anout this"... then i sit in front of my computer.. and i'll be like.. "bah.. nothing's coming"

or perhaps blog-therapy has just lost its effect on me... blog-reading on the other hand still piques my interest.. i'm being blessed through other's writing.. yet i realise i shouldn't always be the taker huh?

or perhaps... perhaps.. hmm.. i've run out excuses... i guess it just comes down to procrastination.. my greatest weakness as i have admitted to many. there's always tomorrow to do that. and tomorrow rolls around.. and there's tomorrow again. going on like this is no good. during last week's bsf lecture, i learnt that even delayed obedience is a sin.

so yea. i realised that at this point i need to learn to be more organised. more prioritised. i have an organiser which is hardly used. and yet i wonder why things always slip my mind. will i never learn?

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i just read sekteng's blog.. besides the highly disturbing birthday entry.. i sorta felt the same way he did when i saw the melb pics too.. the only thing that stopped me was the $400 and 5 hrs .. *sigh* no use living in regrets...