cynic i am

i think i'm a cynic... or a pessimist..
i find it hard to see the positive side..
everytime something happens, my reaction is almost always negative.
why am i this way? i have no idea..
but yet, i know that my Father is getting me out of this mindset slowly..

studying the book of Ruth has come to teach me many things that i've never really seen when reading the book..
the lesson that seems to jump out at me week after week is the fact that God is in control of all things, that He will always provide, that He has even the smallest details down pat...
our God is an awesome God..
so.. what has this got to do with my earlier mentioned pessimism one might ask... well.. now that i know that i have a God and loving Father who knows exactly what He's doing, and the fact that He has promised that in all things He works for our good, there really is no bad side now is there?
of course, i still do tend to have negative thoughts and all, but i think that God gives me reality checks every now and then...

so now, i shall put on my rose-tinted glasses every now and then and enjoy the life that i know the Big Guy up there has planned for me

always look on the bright side of life.. *whistles*